a text message that had no impact...

"I miss having you as a friend- more than you'll ever know. I really thought we could be friends for the rest of our lives- at least the rest of my life, since you will live much longer than me...That is what saddens me more than words can say... I am truly sorry for being a pain in the ass... I hope someday you will forgive me... I will always want to be your friend..."